feelings of confusion

I am confused, why is it called a confusing relationship?
sometimes it feels very beautiful.
but I feel alone like a tired sometimes.
boyfriend
a painful, sometimes confusing create tired.
but many people who can not live without men.
I do not like
out with women who think like that.
as women we really need is love,
but for what you have,
but our heart was tired it?
I am sure,
will have the life my later. may not now,
I still aged 15 years. not yet understand love.
so, I will try with all this was slowly but surely: ')